Nightmares & Dreams
My Current Nightmares. The most recent nightmare phase has been
going on now for about a year and a half, maybe a little longer. This one
seems to have similarities that have been common with past phases of
nightmares I've had. I have not had a lot of nightmares in my life but the
ones I have had are quite interesting to me.
The one that sticks in my mind the most is of the big house, I continue
to get locked in. Over the course of a couple of years I was able to
have continuing dreams and through that managed to make my way
through the entire house. It was funny how it played out and you would
have thought there was some hidden agenda to this series of dreams
that were always based around some set of circumstances inside the
Trying to find some rhyme or reason behind these stories always forced
me to think of my obsession as a child with the movie"The Haunting of
Hill House" and the never ending thoughts about that house, although I
should mention that the house in my dreams was never remotely even
close to them being the same house.
The house dreams almost always involved something terrifying
happening to me at the end. I just could not get out.
Then there was "The Grandma Dream" which came in the dead of night
somewhere along highway 283 coming up from Texas pulling a set of
doubles. Cal was driving and I was in the sleeper getting some shut eye,
it was about 2am.
I came flying out of the sleeper soaking wet from a dream I just had. I
yelled for Cal to pull the truck over to the side of the road right away.
Well that was not an easy feat to accomplish seeings how we were on a
two-lane with no shoulder out in the middle of nowhere.
That highway 283 can be a lonely stretch of road in the middle of the
night considering the lack of places to pull over or turn into, but we
finally managed to find a spot. I did not say much to Cal while we were
looking for a place to pull over but I managed to get out that I had to
Call my Aunt right away. He was not sure about that considering the
time of night it was. We were in Texas and she was in Chicago no
doubt fast asleep. She hated when I called in the middle of the night
when she was in bed.
After we pulled over and got out of the truck I was crying and shaking
like crazy. He asked what was wrong. I replied..."I just saw my
Grandmother!",  She had passed away sometime prior to this. I told
him I had to call Barbara right away and we had to find a phone.
We finally made it to a small truck stop and I rushed to make my phone
call. She was not home, most likely still at work. It was quite awhile
before we could stop again and find something open.
She finally answered the phone and instantly asked why I was calling
so late. I told her...."You better brace yourself......I just saw Grandma."
She was in shock to say the least.
I hate when death occurs at night, almost always after least that's the
way it always is in my life. Middle of the night deaths.
In this new house I have had 2 of the worse nightmares ever, the kind you wake
up screaming at the top of your lungs and even after you wake up you're still
screaming and shaking. This is where this all started.
It was a dream that was so real or maybe it was not a dream and was
real. I was in the back of a car and the window on the right side was
down about 4 to 5 inches. I was looking out the front window and there
was a dense fog and the fog started to get light with a very bright light.
The lighted fog kept moving toward the car and I remember getting
The lit up fog finally got to the front of the car and then it started to
move very slowly around the left side of the car and my anxiety was
going through the roof, the closer it got to my open window the more
paralized I became.
Finally a the fog got right to the window and a face appeared. It was
the head of my Grandmother when she was about 20 years old. In all
the fright she said, "Don't be afraid's me.". I asked her if
she was alright and had gone to heaven. She replied, "Yes as you
would know it."
She was telling me that she was here because my cousin Bob was in
trouble and he needed our help right away. That we must get to him
immediately. Her face was so beautiful, it was real white and
I explained all this to my Aunt and finally she told me that Bob was
in trouble at the base at Pearl Harbor, he was a Marine. My Aunt
never wanted to share bad news so it was hard for her to share this
with me. Needless to say my cousin was in very serious trouble. I
will never forget this ordeal, the feelings I had and how I responded
to that visit was just so real.
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6/11/2018 At 3: 13 am I sat on the edge of  my bed screaming at the top of my
lungs. I was asleep on my pillow & suddenly woke  up to a full size
apparition. There he was in all his glory. I don't think I saw him till I woke up.
Head still on my pillow, I looked up at him, he was standing on a small
nightstand in the corner and he was tall so he reached to the ceiling. I was
hysterical so I could not tell if he was looking straight at me but it did appear
that way.
I rose rather quickly from my reclined position screaming all along. I was
yelling for my husband Joe to wake up. As I sat on the edge of the bed I
quickly turned my head and when I turned back he was gone. He was
transparent but still his outline stood out and I could not see through some of it.
He is added as another one of the strange beings in my bedroom, as I said
this has been going on now for a little over a year.Thirty different encounters
and each appearance is someone new, never the same thing twice. So was I
awake or not? I opened my eyes on my pillow and did not see him right
away, it took less than a second to see him but I know my eyes were open.
He was greyish blue and dressed in 18th century clothing, a suit. He had a
moustache and his hair was thick and sticking out from his head, arms at his
side. He was as real as real can be. Jerry came running into our room and I
told them you guys are not gonna believe this but I just saw a ghost.
My Cousin just called and I told him about it.
June 21, 2018
This night was the 31st appearance, he came up and was crawling
toward me from the foot of the bed on my side and he had one of
my glasses of Alka Seltzer in his hand. I woke up really fast & he
was gone. I drink tons of Alka Seltzer for my Neuropathy.
June 24, 2018
This one had just a head & was laying on a
pillow next to me, for some reason I was in the
middle of the bed but was not there when I
woke up.
My Conversation with Heather about her husband Eric.
Get ready for this! Will write this story as soon as I ask
her if its ok to do it.
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All along I been counting them, I sure wish I would have
kept track of what they were & what they did, some were
more terrifying then others but don't get me wrong they all
scarred the shit out of me and still are.
I'll get some notes down here of some of them I
remember and the fact that not once has it been the same
person or thing. They all take place in my bedroom or
just outside the window where my pillow is.
July 3, 2018 - 3 AM - 2 boys - This one scared me but I was
okay afterwards. 2 little red-headed boys, maybe 2 and 3,
One standing one kneeling on Joes side of the bed, they had
on bright yellow suits with white shirts. Disappeared as fast
as they appeared. Weird but not like most of these affairs
here where I wake up screaming & terrified out of my mind.
July 3, 2018 - my mom - Here is the very first dream to happen
during the day outside my bedroom. They have all taken place
in my room with the exception of maybe 2. I was home alone &
Jerry had gone to the dump. I was reclined in Joe's living room
chair where I sit a lot when he is not home. It helps my
neuropathy in my legs & feet. Ya can fall asleep pretty good in
that chair and I did and then I woke up.
It was around 10 am in the morning. I opened my eyes and there
next to me where the couch is, my Mother was sitting on the
very edge of the couch looking at me. I was not awake so at
first w/o my glasses on it looked like Jerry. Within a few
seconds of becoming more conscience I was startled that it was
my Mom. She looked very young but only one eye was normal
& the other eyeball was like a black gemstone. I was
completely freaked, she has been dead so many years. I blinked
and it was all gone. How could it be so real and then all
disappear in a heartbeat. I had the shakes pretty bad along with
accelerated breathing. Scared the hell out of me. How can it
seem so real?
July 2, 2018 - branches - Okay going to try to explain this one as
best as I can. Joe was at his Fathers house overnight so I was
alone in bed. I woke up to a heaping pile of pine tree branches on
his side of the bed they were the size of branches you cut off a
tree, maybe 2 feet,

There were 2 arms that stemmed out of a reclined headless body,
they were thin & black coming out of the heap. They were picking
up branches along side of them and stacking them on top of the
heap on top of them. With all my night lights & little lights that I
have in my bedroom, its lit up pretty well. I saw it as clear as day.
No body just the arms and the tall stack of branches.
Gonna mention again how badly I wish I would have started
keeping track of these sooner.
Scariest part of these dreams is how real they feel. Some of the
dream is after I'm awake and sitting up on the side of the
bed.....constantly fighting myself with this question>>>>>When
is it gonna end?
This last time I got my hair done I got on the subject of these
hallucinations I'm having and I told Heather about them. I was in complete
shock when she knew what I was talking about. Her husband Eric has
some things going on with his health similar to me. He has diabetes and
he also sufferes from sleep apeana and sleeps with a Cpap. I started
telling her about the ghost in my room and from there the conversation got
into the fact that I had over 30 episodes at this point with things appearing
to me.  
She knew exactly what I was talking about. Imagine my shock at that.
Eric had a round going with these hallucinations also. His got so bad
from lack of sleep that he began seeing them in the daytime. He had to
take a leave of absence from work for awhile. I don't have all the details
from her yet as we began talking about this just prior to my leaving but
my next appointment I'll get all the details.
The most significant  issue for me is when she stuck her hand right in
front of her face telling me how the things presented them selves. That
was it, they appeared right in front of my face a few inches from my
nose. In ending our conversation she told me what to look up on the
computer and also that this whole situation had to do with his Cpap
It was shocking to me that she knew about this stuff and it was a real
condition but even more shocking was what I found out on the Internet
about it. It's real and can actually lead to sleep walking or worse.
June 2018
How does the unconscience mind bring forward these dreams that seem so real? They say
there is a difference between remembering your dreams and not remembering them. Also as I
continue the search for information as to why this is happening or similarities people share, I
still have not contacted my Sleep Apnea doctor so we can start finding a solution to putting
this to an end. I have some serious stuff getting done to me at the hospital on July 17th so I
decided to wait and see how that goes before calling The Sleep Apnea Clinic.
July 13, 2018 - 3am - My head was flat on the bed between
2 stacks of pillows on each side, I was dreaming about the
new bed frame, the headboard. I opened my eyes and there
between the headboard and the wall, he came down on me
with his head through the headboard and scared the heck out
of me, that really is putting it to mildly, he scared me to
This was a bad one as I woke up screaming and calling out
to Joe to wake up. It took me sometime to calm down from
the rapid breathing and trying to catch my breath. It was
once again a new face, a 30ish man with dirty blonde hair
color. His hair was long and in a ponytail. What scared me
the most was the speed he was coming toward me and still I
had no idea what he was going to do, but he had a horrible
look on his face and as I awoke, his face was right next to
mine. Sometimes I think that when I awaken screaming like
that and waking the whole house up, I wander how much I
must scare everyone with screams in the middle of the
night. A few times they all came running to my side and
trying to calm me down and I was still in full scream mode
while they were calling my name.
Note - I found today that a lot of episodes of this nature
take place when the person is sleeping on their back but it
also occurs when you are on your side. In all of them I
don't become aware until I open my eyes and am on my
way to getting up.
7 - 14 - 2018 2:32pm I just read something that scared me
to death>>>>have a look for yourself
In a lot of information I have been looking at lately about
sleep paralysis, I appear to experience all that I read
about with one exception. I do not become paralyzed in
these episodes and there is no feeling of anyone holding
me down....I'm completely mobile and with almost all of
the episodes I'm from a reclined position to sitting up
and then standing up immediately.
For some time that this has been going on, I just caulked it up
to nightmares from most likely a medication I take. Then
after talking with Heather that is where the information came
from about the CPAP.
The point I wanna make here is that I just did not pay any
attention to anything in regard to these episodes. At least it
was like that until lately. Now knowing what I do and
learning more I'm paying more attention to details.
Latest thing I've noticed, I find myself waking up but not
opening my eyes right away because I'm afraid of what I
might see. So now I'm more positive that when I have seen
the "Thing" in all these encounters for sure I have my eyes
Here is where it really gets weird. A couple of nights ago,
I was dreaming and I don't know what it was about, I
woke up and I did not open my eyes, I was waiting to be
ready for what I might see. It happens with all of starts when I open my eyes and what I did this
night made me sure of that.
The Man in Black at the
foot of my hospital bed &
what I know about
Aunties Attic
Dads Shadow
Auntie Marys House
White Buffalo
As I recall things I will jot
them down here and write
the stories when I can
Sometimes I sit and think about these episodes and try to figure
out some kind of connection, because some of these episodes are
really way out there. Only relation with this one and the first thing
that came to mind in looking at it, was when I cut branches at
Christmastime to make my wreathes, It looked exactly like the
piles I make on the ground while I'm cutting, exact same size.
I'll state here that I been trying to see if there is a
connection to my regular dreaming. What I mean by that
is that when I am experiencing the encounter is it a part
of the already existing dream I am in or does that stop
and when I open my eyes does the encounter start.
So this dream from  a couple of nights ago I was reclined
on my pillow, once again Joe was home next to me but I
was in the middle of the bed. I laid there being very
careful not to open my eyes. I just peeked a little and
there standing and staring at me were two little tiger cubs
coming out of a cornfield. They were maybe 2 feet away
from me and were coming out of the aisles of corn.
I did not open my eyes wider, just peeked for a second
and closed my eyes and went back to sleep. Very
strange for me, not just the content of the dream but
going right back to sleep>>>>>That never happens for
me. The minute I open my eyes no matter what time it
is and I am awake, it takes about 2-3 minutes before my
neuropathy drives me insane with pain. A pain that
never stops, for me its chronic.
Okay so that is it for today 7 - 14 - 2018. I'm gonna sit
and digest what this article said about sleep paralysis.
I hate this.
Going to make note here just so I remember those two dreams: One was getting
stuck on the exit off the interstate coming home at night from school.  Quite a
terriyfing situation, they were kidnapping us and covered your mouth and nose
with gauze that had somthing on it to knock you out. The other one was getting
stabbed in my bed and I remember that was the one that took the longest for me
to calm down. By the time I awoke, Jerry had come running from his room and
Joe was standing up next to the bed. They said I was screaming ( note this: in
my sleep) and when I was awake I was still screaming it took me awhile to
stop. Boy was I shook up, couldn't breath, was shaking like crazy and had this
pain from where this guy stabbed me. He stabbed me more than once. It all
happened so fast. I remember Jerry grabbing and shaking me and trying to wake
me up BUT my eyes were open through the whole thing. I was screaming from
the time he came flying through our bedroom door and passed Joe and jumped
on the bed and starting stabbing me.
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Will be adding additional text here that will tell the stories
behind the dreams.
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My Visits alone to haunted
Cermack Woods
7:25 am, July - 15 - 2018
Okay I admit that yesterday I spent a lot of time doing research
in the paranormal preparing to write the text for several pages
in this site that had pictures but needed my thoughts.
I'll admit I was afraid to go to bed last  night after reading that
page on sleep apnea yesterday. Does it just progress on its
own and become worse as time goes by. I tried to head into
bed last night with a piece of calmness, tried to relax.
I had the TV going on a real low volume and kept dosing off.
Finally at midnight I turned the TV off and left the bathroom
and my bedroom light on. I was actually nervous about putting
on my CPAP mask since finding out how much of this may be
connected to my machine, but its important that I sleep with it
on right now with the procedure coming up Tuesday in the
I woke up with a nervous stomach after last nights activities,
so I'm sipping a delicious cup of coffee and burning a
honeysuckle incense stick trying to calm the nerves which are
already uptight due to whats coming up Tuesday. Last time I
had this procedure all hell did not break loose till 5 days
after the procedure when I though maybe I'm not gonna make
it through this and even tho I didn't think I was gonna make it
to the emergency room that night, I ended up staying in
emergency all night and then went into intensive care the next
morning for 2 days. It was definatelly a mess.
So....on to last nights episodes or perhaps encounters would
be a better word to use. I tried so hard to relax last night and
couldn't, so guess what, a total shock, something that has
never happened before and I sure would not be able to handle
a night like it was....again. But I have no control over what
course it follows, I'm just along for the ride.
For 12 years I kept asking the same question with this
insanely horrible pain with my Neuropathy>>>>>How Much
Worse Can It Get? So now that question comes into play
with this.
So here it comes.......I had THREE encounters last night, a
man who appeared to be a doctor, he had a stetoscope on.
He was in his 60's, blue button up shirt, grey pants, glasses
white hair, he looked right at me. It was 3:13 am. He startled
me but did not scare me, I went back to sleep.
The 2nd encounter came at 5 am, 2 little girls, looked to be
around 8 or 9, I could not see the clothes or face of the
first, she went by very fast, but trailing along behind her the
second was in a green shirt with matching green shorts, her
hair was blonde and up in a long ponytail.
Again they did not scare me just startled me. At 5:15 am
another came, this was a heavyset older woman, 50's,
wrapped in a white sheet, she walked past me and looked
at me. All three encounters were in the very same place,
right there at my nightstand with me in a reclined position.
I know at 5:30 am there was another encounter, but for
the life of me I can't remember it, I just remember that at
5:30 I was up again. None of them were the terrifying
screaming kind, just scared me enough to get me
breathing heavy.
I don't think I can live through "Sets" of these. Just as
soon as this procedure is done, I will call the sleep
apnea clinic.